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.: Stasis :. posted 06.27.23.
	lately ive been feeling simultaneously like ive hit some sort of artistic sweet spot AND like im struggling a bit. i think ive kind of found the kind of art i'd like to do. i am afraid to sort of pig... (read full post...)
.: Same Stew Just Reheated :. posted 06.25.23.
	despite feeling static, i think i've found some fun things to do lately... videogame wise, i played some path of exile with my girlfriend (and had more fun than i expected!), and i'm getting back int... (read full post...)
.: Who am I, really? :. posted 06.02.23.
	my cpap mask's filter broke off today so im without a mask for a bit :S auuu auuu. on the bright side, i got my leg bandaged again at wound care, i really like the people who work there. but i guess... (read full post...)
.: *12 hours of SEL powerline noise* :. posted 05.25.23.
	today i got my leg looked at by the wound care department at the hospital! it looks to have healed pretty significantly, but the swelling was still there, so they put a compression stocking on along w... (read full post...)
.: An Open Window :. posted 05.22.23.
	hahaaaa. back again! my cpap machine is kind of a wonder to me. i actually catch myself missing the feeling of it on my face in the mornings, much like when i would cover my face with the blanket to... (read full post...)
.: Sing A Song About Life :. posted 05.12.23.
	its a nice sunny day here in california! i am still waiting to hear back from a lot of places about various things. (this includes the wound care department of the hospital, who have yet to set up an... (read full post...)
.: Springing A Leak :. posted 05.02.23.
	life has a funny way of fucking with you, i think! the last few days my leg um. well, title says it! further details, cw fatphobia and medical talk: so, my legs've been in a state of swelling for.. a... (read full post...)
.: A Good Nights Rest :. posted 04.27.23.
	so my cpap machine finally came yesterday! is it weird that it was so exciting to me? i guess i am pretty tired of waking up tired. lol. my dad's perception of cpap machines is a bit jaded. the setup... (read full post...)
.: Inspiration Wells :. posted 04.25.23.
	art's been really rough for me lately, as i've had a lot of struggle doing things i want to do lately. (yes, my cpap machine is still in the mail, thank you very much!) and it is also very hard for me... (read full post...)
.: The Self-Care Paradox :. posted 04.19.23.
	sometimes it feels like you're stuck in a loop of being unable to care for yourself and feeling bad for it. like, it feels like they feed into each other so fast, and it's hard to figure out where to... (read full post...)