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.: At Rest :. posted 09.23.23.
	today was OK. i went out shopping with my dad to get some more distilled water. realizing i do have quite severe agoraphobia and need to reintegrate myself into society again. also realizing no one ma... (read full post...)
.: All About Dogthings :. posted 09.19.23.
	what is a dogthing? a dogthing is a very rudimentary or simple dog... or, dog "thing"... that i draw a lot. theyre inspired by a lot of different dogthings, like the car seat headrest dogs, or that... (read full post...)
.: Faded T Shirts :. posted 09.16.23.
	my cat has been sitting in sunbeams again lately... she hadn't for a while but it's funny that i have to look around my chair to make sure she isn't sitting directly behind the wheels... she loves bei... (read full post...)
.: Memory and Nonhumanity :. posted 09.08.23.
	saw my psych today, refilled my cpap machine odds and ends on the phone... whew! my psych was - well, psyched, i guess, when i told her i finally got a new chair, and i got to show her pictures i'd t... (read full post...)
.: Arts and Crafts :. posted 09.07.23.
	lately ive had the itch to create stuff.... trying lots of new techniques or methods.... there's a lot of mediums that id like to play with irl that i dont have access to due to space/money/time... w... (read full post...)
.: Every Website An Island :. posted 08.24.23.
	the difference of social media / blogging vs independent website use is so... strange, honestly. i grew up in such an era before social media, you know, and even still, i feel strange going back to t... (read full post...)
.: Things My Cat Likes :. posted 08.23.23.
	here is an unorganized list of things that my cat likes... the sound of a crinkly paper bag looking outside my window at night before she goes to bed playing with her ribbon toy from be... (read full post...)
.: The Familiar Spiral :. posted 08.18.23.
	have you heard about how the human brain tends towards the pain it knows towards the pain it doesn't? our brains are wired for patterns. we crave familiarity, routine, a foothold in a world that's al... (read full post...)
.: Back To Normal :. posted 08.04.23.
	after a long journey of medical negligence i have my testosterone back! so i feel much more peaceful again. which feels funny - i always hear this harmful stereotype of "testosterone makes you angry"... (read full post...)
.: Ship of Theseus :. posted 07.30.23.
	i had a thought today about the concept of the ship of theseus so the idea of the ship of theseus, to its bare essentials, is thus: "if you replace all the parts of something, is it the same thing a... (read full post...)