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.:  :: 09.30.24 :: Auntie, Uncle, and Oddy :. |
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my sister had a baby today! i'm not sure what that makes me, but i'm happy for her, so i guess it makes me 'happy', LOL. my friend autumn said i was an ant and i was like no i think i am more of a her... |
| .: :: 08.27.24 :: Clouds Roll By... :. |
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i've done some refinement to blog listings on the respective collection pages so that it's easier to parse and traverse.
ive been too tired lately to do much art or do anything particularly creative.... |
.:  :: 04.13.24 :: Tinkering :. |
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too tired for updates until my cpap comes back. however, we do have a couple new things: we are part of a new webring (see the right nav!) and our banner is new. and some slight filename fixes for br... |
| .: :: 03.16.24 :: Statement Continues :. |
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firstly: i've got more artwork added in. i have some WIP articles being written about winamp and fuzz academy, but i've been too tired to work on them at length. for the most part, the biggest change... |
.:  :: 02.19.24 :: Kick In The Ass :. |
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the site has an rss feed, and the front page features blog posts instead of individual update logs. this will ideally lead to me making more log posts like this to properly elaborate on what i've... |
.:  :: 2.14.24 :: Back and Forth :. |
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valentimes.... i celebrated my sixth anniversary with my sweet girlfriend recently, i just came back from visiting her up in oregon. it's interesting how i feel coming back 'home'; every time i come b... |
| .: :: 11.14.23 :: Changing And Staying The Same :. |
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i think ive been dawdling in the past a lot because i'm unhappy w/ the present lately, at least in some regards...
i've always lacked the same independence other people mistake for maturity. even now,... |
| .: :: 10.08.23 :: Cooking (in the Metaphorical Sense) :. |
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my back has been hurting more lately... always so achey. on monday i need to start complaining to my various doctors. i have a hard time following through on medical appointment instructions because... |
| .: :: 09.23.23 :: At Rest :. |
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today was OK. i went out shopping with my dad to get some more distilled water. realizing i do have quite severe agoraphobia and need to reintegrate myself into society again. also realizing no one ma... |
| .: :: 09.08.23 :: Memory and Nonhumanity :. |
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saw my psych today, refilled my cpap machine odds and ends on the phone... whew! my psych was - well, psyched, i guess, when i told her i finally got a new chair, and i got to show her pictures i'd t... |
| .: :: 08.18.23 :: The Familiar Spiral :. |
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have you heard about how the human brain tends towards the pain it knows towards the pain it doesn't?
our brains are wired for patterns. we crave familiarity, routine, a foothold in a world that's al... |
| .: :: 08.04.23 :: Back To Normal :. |
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after a long journey of medical negligence i have my testosterone back! so i feel much more peaceful again. which feels funny - i always hear this harmful stereotype of "testosterone makes you angry"... |
| .: :: 06.02.23 :: Who am I, really? :. |
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my cpap mask's filter broke off today so im without a mask for a bit :S auuu auuu. on the bright side, i got my leg bandaged again at wound care, i really like the people who work there.
but i guess... |
| .: :: 05.25.23 :: *12 hours of SEL powerline noise* :. |
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today i got my leg looked at by the wound care department at the hospital! it looks to have healed pretty significantly, but the swelling was still there, so they put a compression stocking on along w... |
| .: :: 05.22.23 :: An Open Window :. |
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hahaaaa. back again! my cpap machine is kind of a wonder to me. i actually catch myself missing the feeling of it on my face in the mornings, much like when i would cover my face with the blanket to... |
| .: :: 05.12.23 :: Sing A Song About Life :. |
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its a nice sunny day here in california!
i am still waiting to hear back from a lot of places about various things. (this includes the wound care department of the hospital, who have yet to set up an... |
| .: :: 05.02.23 :: Springing A Leak :. |
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life has a funny way of fucking with you, i think!
the last few days my leg um. well, title says it! further details, cw fatphobia and medical talk:
so, my legs've been in a state of swelling for.. a... |
| .: :: 04.27.23 :: A Good Nights Rest :. |
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so my cpap machine finally came yesterday! is it weird that it was so exciting to me? i guess i am pretty tired of waking up tired. lol. my dad's perception of cpap machines is a bit jaded.
the setup... |
| .: :: 04.25.23 :: Inspiration Wells :. |
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art's been really rough for me lately, as i've had a lot of struggle doing things i want to do lately. (yes, my cpap machine is still in the mail, thank you very much!) and it is also very hard for me... |
| .: :: 04.19.23 :: The Self-Care Paradox :. |
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sometimes it feels like you're stuck in a loop of being unable to care for yourself and feeling bad for it. like, it feels like they feed into each other so fast, and it's hard to figure out where to... |
| .: :: 04.05.23 :: Avoiding The Holes :. |
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i tend to forget how much certain triggers can affect me. or like. i underestimate it. i go, "oh, well, i should be used to this sort of rhetoric, i can handle it, im stable!' but. um. ~2decades of bu... |
| .: :: 04.03.23 :: Repetition, Repetition, Repetition... :. |
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today i felt very tired. i took a shower, which meant the rest of the day was spent recovering from the very same shower. (friends tell me this isnt normal. and this is probably a POTS thing? idk.)
t... |
| .: :: 03.31.23 :: Drawing From Life :. |
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today i woke up a bit late - 12:30pm or so - but felt better than usual since dad installed a humidifier yesterday morning, which meant my mouth wasn't as dry.
i saw my dad bring it in, and i said, 'o... |
| .: :: 03.24.23 :: Self Advocacy and Life Quality :. |
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not another post about my doctor misadventures!!
see, growing up fat and bullied, i've had a long, long time to work through my personal issues & like, generally stand up for myself more in a lot... |
| .: :: 03.14.23 :: Thoughts On Doctors And Self Advocacy :. |
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man...
just thinking about a recent incident with a doctor. i went in to talk about my chest pains and other symptoms. i showed the doctor my logs and she barely glanced at them, saying that it was... |
| .: :: 02.27.23 :: Strike The Earth! :. |
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greetings or something,
bro im so tired i went to bed at 3am and woke up FIVE TIMES until i just got up at 9. then i napped from 2 to 4. my god. no rest for the forest
played dwarf fortress. got salam... |
| .: :: 02.27.23 :: And The Ultimate Bloging Begins :. |
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umm.... haiii
i found this script and thought it looked neat and maybe a journal would be easier to keep in computer format? lol
i custom-added the status box above so it can feel a bit more... |