here's my articles. these are posts that are more informative than introspective, but the two aren't necessarily exclusive.

.: :: 06.27.23 :: Stasis :.
	lately ive been feeling simultaneously like ive hit some sort of artistic sweet spot AND like im struggling a bit. i think ive kind of found the kind of art i'd like to do. i am afraid to sort of pig... (read full post...)
.: :: 06.25.23 :: Same Stew Just Reheated :.
	despite feeling static, i think i've found some fun things to do lately... videogame wise, i played some path of exile with my girlfriend (and had more fun than i expected!), and i'm getting back int... (read full post...)
.: :: 06.02.23 :: Who am I, really? :.
	my cpap mask's filter broke off today so im without a mask for a bit :S auuu auuu. on the bright side, i got my leg bandaged again at wound care, i really like the people who work there. but i guess... (read full post...)
.: :: 05.25.23 :: *12 hours of SEL powerline noise* :.
	today i got my leg looked at by the wound care department at the hospital! it looks to have healed pretty significantly, but the swelling was still there, so they put a compression stocking on along w... (read full post...)
.: :: 05.22.23 :: An Open Window :.
	hahaaaa. back again! my cpap machine is kind of a wonder to me. i actually catch myself missing the feeling of it on my face in the mornings, much like when i would cover my face with the blanket to... (read full post...)
.: :: 05.12.23 :: Sing A Song About Life :.
	its a nice sunny day here in california! i am still waiting to hear back from a lot of places about various things. (this includes the wound care department of the hospital, who have yet to set up an... (read full post...)
.: :: 05.02.23 :: Springing A Leak :.
	life has a funny way of fucking with you, i think! the last few days my leg um. well, title says it! further details, cw fatphobia and medical talk: so, my legs've been in a state of swelling for.. a... (read full post...)
.: :: 04.27.23 :: A Good Nights Rest :.
	so my cpap machine finally came yesterday! is it weird that it was so exciting to me? i guess i am pretty tired of waking up tired. lol. my dad's perception of cpap machines is a bit jaded. the setup... (read full post...)
.: :: 04.25.23 :: Inspiration Wells :.
	art's been really rough for me lately, as i've had a lot of struggle doing things i want to do lately. (yes, my cpap machine is still in the mail, thank you very much!) and it is also very hard for me... (read full post...)
.: :: 04.05.23 :: Avoiding The Holes :.
	i tend to forget how much certain triggers can affect me. or like. i underestimate it. i go, "oh, well, i should be used to this sort of rhetoric, i can handle it, im stable!' but. um. ~2decades of bu... (read full post...)