here's my articles. these are posts that are more informative than introspective, but the two aren't necessarily exclusive.

.: :: 02.19.24 :: Kick In The Ass :.
	the site has an rss feed, and the front page features blog posts instead of individual update logs. this will ideally lead to me making more log posts like this to properly elaborate on what i've... (read full post...)
.: :: 2.14.24 :: Back and Forth :.
	valentimes.... i celebrated my sixth anniversary with my sweet girlfriend recently, i just came back from visiting her up in oregon. it's interesting how i feel coming back 'home'; every time i come b... (read full post...)
.: :: 11.14.23 :: Changing And Staying The Same :.
	i think ive been dawdling in the past a lot because i'm unhappy w/ the present lately, at least in some regards... i've always lacked the same independence other people mistake for maturity. even now,... (read full post...)
.: :: 10.08.23 :: Cooking (in the Metaphorical Sense) :.
	my back has been hurting more lately... always so achey. on monday i need to start complaining to my various doctors. i have a hard time following through on medical appointment instructions because... (read full post...)
.: :: 09.23.23 :: At Rest :.
	today was OK. i went out shopping with my dad to get some more distilled water. realizing i do have quite severe agoraphobia and need to reintegrate myself into society again. also realizing no one ma... (read full post...)
.: :: 09.16.23 :: Faded T Shirts :.
	my cat has been sitting in sunbeams again lately... she hadn't for a while but it's funny that i have to look around my chair to make sure she isn't sitting directly behind the wheels... she loves bei... (read full post...)
.: :: 09.08.23 :: Memory and Nonhumanity :.
	saw my psych today, refilled my cpap machine odds and ends on the phone... whew! my psych was - well, psyched, i guess, when i told her i finally got a new chair, and i got to show her pictures i'd t... (read full post...)
.: :: 09.07.23 :: Arts and Crafts :.
	lately ive had the itch to create stuff.... trying lots of new techniques or methods.... there's a lot of mediums that id like to play with irl that i dont have access to due to space/money/time... w... (read full post...)
.: :: 08.18.23 :: The Familiar Spiral :.
	have you heard about how the human brain tends towards the pain it knows towards the pain it doesn't? our brains are wired for patterns. we crave familiarity, routine, a foothold in a world that's al... (read full post...)
.: :: 08.04.23 :: Back To Normal :.
	after a long journey of medical negligence i have my testosterone back! so i feel much more peaceful again. which feels funny - i always hear this harmful stereotype of "testosterone makes you angry"... (read full post...)